You've always been my star. Distant from me, yet luminous and influential.

Hard as I try, it is possible for me only to be an observer.

The elementaries of you are still elusive, for unraveling you is still far beyond my reach.

Is it apparent that I am better than you? Most likely not.

You have given me several unintentional but pleasant surprises, some of which are appalling.

When is it apposite for me come closer, __________ *? Heaven decides.

I hope that you wouldn't make me wait too long.

I hope it's the inverse square law.

I hope that we can resonate.

*Note that figures are to scale